Might’s Journal

I dont know why your all alone, with a smile so bright i just want to kiss you all night long, your usually so happy, it just breaks the moments to know your down! You look so good in dresses, jeans, or anything, its your eyes that catch me from a distance, its just a shame i need to hug you so tight, to bring out the light that makes me quiver when i want to kiss untill the morning sunrise to enjoy you for another day…

When i see you standing there alone, its so hard not to walk over and ask for your hand, to walk with you and hear your life, to see your expressions fill the room, you might look totally sexy, but theres something beneath it all, your a complete hottie when your wearing your shorts, you could make us all drool, but its nice to know your heart is in the right place, just a shame i carnt share my life with you, and see your smile every morning when you wake, to feel your heart beat and race, your something different and special in this world, i wouldnt want to change you, but just keep you warm and safe in my arms, you may look sexy to everyone, but your something more to me, if only you knew the difference…

Shawshank Redemption: “You are either busy living or you are busy dying – you are god damn right.” Red

When all the things in the world, bring you to one place, and your allways thinking what to do. With women all around and the fear entering your mind, your allways about to shiver, i could walk a thousand miles, but still end up clutching at straws for your attention, your so complex, when things should be simpler, if only life where easy, and your smile was just the key, but i want so much more, like your warm embrace…

I miss you, just a shame its hard to kiss you, i havent seen you in ages, but you know the emotion, its hard to ask for your hand, and kiss your palm… but when the real feeling is to see you, and kiss your lips, its so hard to know what to do, when your saying good bye, and i want to say hello…

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I feel like im walking the plank on a sinking ship, just takeing a chance to see what your reply is, quiters never win, and cheaters eventually get caught if there not carefull, if i left it to my emotions i wouldnt ever do anything in my life, im just so nervouise normally re-thinking what ever you may say, so im just walking through this moment not trying to anticipate what you might say!

Looking into your eyes, just finding the time, never knowing what to say, infront of you, just before you make up your descion, my apologise if im coming on to strong, im just lost between the lines, if only i could walk, when i want to run, and see something among the clouds, untill darkness falls, your just one star out amongst the dark sky, while im lost between everything in the world!

I would pick you up, and carry you on till you fell asleep, just a slave to submission, but willing to take you anywhere, for the effection of a pure soul

For you as i walk lost amongst the world, lost amongst the spirals that we call emotions, in admist the whole confusion of a reckless life, not wanting to admit the past mistakes, while not takeing lost oppertunitys, just so i can make myself belive im alive, even if i have a wicked mind, i could destroy your opion of anything, just because you carnt tell when im lieing, i just want something, but im never sure what i really want, i walk amongst the people that belive im something, when im actually something else, just waiting to escape, if only i set my mind to it truely could i understand my reasons for continueing on in life, i just put up with each eventually-tee, while walking this world untill something different comes along and shakes my mind into submission, but when i look so longing-lee into someones eyes i fall against the same situation i come across each and every time, i just want someone like you in my arms, just to make you feel aprciated, and feel the same feelings back with each single kiss…

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its just so hard to say i like you, when each and every time your something on my mind, i just carnt think straight,

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Just looking at beautyfull girls, from all around the world, theres allways just one that brings a tear to your eye, someone you can never get out of your mind, they are so beautyfull to you, if not for everyone, its only a problem if everyone thinks the same, but it doesnt really matter, just as long as they feel the same, from a soft pair of lips, to the soulfull eyes, with a face that breaks a lot of hearts, to the body that rocks the world, and just tires you out trying to keep up with, i could speak all night long, but in the end, a beautyfull girl could be anywhere in the world, but what really matters is when they make you happy, and you return the favour, its just a shame when you kiss them, your never sure its going to last forever, but just enjor the ride as you go along!
The dark brown eyes, and chocolate hair, with rosey red, to gourgouise pink lipstick, it may taste all the same, but with the right girl you could spend forever embraceing there touch, and loseing sight of whats on your mind, to there kissable lips tonight..

“stu-bee doo” GemGem

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It will be a shame when you go back to the cabarets on the ships, your just to good at modeling,
I have no idea why no ones has picked you up, because your talented

You have so many opertunitys in the world, anybody can see that if they step back, from your modeling that would make you a super star, to make the guys drool, and so many girls jealouise, but a whole lot more people appreciate who you are, your something different to everyone else, your good enough for anybody that walks on this world, you could be the next cherly cole, i havent heard your voice, but you beat her with your smile, your not vain or in it for the money, your just trying for the exicement…

You have so many opertunitys in this world, from your cruises to travel the world, to your modeling that brings a lot of happyness. Your eyes so dark, myesterouis with your dawk brown/aubern hair, your someone who stands out amongst the crowds, your so beautyfull i dont think you know it, even though it made fade your still the same person deep inside, your eyes will still hold there soulfullness and sparkle, with a beautyfull face that makes guys weak at the knees, but also breaks a lot of hearts, to the body that rocks the world, and just tires you out trying to keep up with, as you party all night long, i could speak all night long, but in the end, a beautyfull girl could be anywhere in the world, but what really matters is when they make you happy, and you return the favour, its just a shame when you kiss them, your never sure its going to last forever, but you just have to enjor the ride as you go along! If you ever think of the problems, you will never enjoy the happyness, the special moments shared with a great women…
But i would say your a lesbian for likeing cherly cole, shes just a idol to many people, but your far more real then she is lol.

To a beauty so far yet true, with something that can only held soo dear to the heart of the beholder, and never wasted on a passer by, your a angel in the sky, if only reaslity wasnt the limits to our effection and dreams, your something more then the whole world, in so many eyes…

Words can only be written, feelings can only be expressed, but true emotions are heart felt to the core…

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I can tell from your eyes, that im just walking all aroun in circles, just trying to find something between the lines, if only life made it easyer, but by far im getting lost not knowing what to do, to get myself up in the air, and between your arms,
I just couldnt handle the humalition of knowing from walking to the opersite side of the room, to ask you out, if only everyone didnt know i liked you, from this moment untill when you say no, i just dont have a clue what to say, in this world full of confusions.. Everything muddles up the simplicity that should make it easyer to walk over water, and make nothing stand between us both, nothing ever comes simple, and i know that deep down inside, im just a lost boy trying to find a bit of light in this world, i just wish i could walk amongst the gods, and see how life should really be like, your something more then you let anybody ever know

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Lost in slumber, out cold amongst the world, nothing more then in a trance, day dreaming of what could be in our world, if only just to comfort me, i keep on thinking of someone like you in my arms, keeping me going on, before the world just crashes around me, im just to attached to the idea of being with someone, the idea of being alone just seems to frighten me, if i was to ofer myself to you, i wouldnt know what to do, with your responce, im constantly trying to offer my self to a girl, with all the honesty, kindness and respect that i can give, i woul try to be a burden on her mind, just a welcomeing smile when there down, to pick them up when there upset, to fix them when there broken, to give a bit of light when there lost in the darkness, our world is coverd in lies, so deep that even the people that created them, just carnt manage to survive past the forsaken concockshens they have mass produced in our lifes, we may only get a few chance at happyness, but where strikeing out amongst the dark clouds, to see the truth and importance of your smile, to set your mind free, and break the awfull control from our deepest and darkest souls, to bring us a better chance, away from the bitter smiles amongst our selfs…

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Im the one and only, take me if only you where on the same wave length as me, i can only day dream of what may come, your something else with a wicked mind, all alone contemplating what to do, with that unjust dirty mind, you have all of your life to put the peices back together, to create your own world of the darkest lusts, to quench your first from your darkest soul, you may never end up to realise what your real potentional may overcome, everything allways looks better in black, your so much more atractive in the dark, i just wait for the sun to come down, you just think im close to a vampire, with no reflection in the mirror, you just look straight into my eyes, and see the beast growling within my secound heart, i would drink from your neck, but then your all mine for eterninity, i just wouldnt want you in my life forever, your something i want now, and nothing more, i would kill you right now, if your beauty didnt strike fear into my well being, i want you so badly, so much more then walking forever in this world, your something more preacouise then my life, i would give myself up just to conquer you, your something different, not just simple, but a masterpeice of inginuenty, i just wish i could feel your heart beat, its the only thing that dawns amongst my well being, i could see through your eyes and bring you closer to the end, you may never realise what i honestly want, but then again your something more perfect then the diamonds beneath our feet, and pearls in the deepest oceans, your to beautyfull for the simplest words…

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What do i have to lose? If only i remember that i gotta accept the consequences of my actions, its all most the end of my choices and bring in something else. The only true thing i have to lose, is my dignity, but when it all comes to a end, I lose that so easily anyways, so i have nothing to really lose but the thoughts of what could happen, that are so well drilled into my head so deep…

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Do you want the attention of just one guy, or every single guy?

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I can see you over there, tight fitting and out of this world, your never out of sight, as everyone sees you move, they watch as you sway, your something different…

Everytime i think of you, i just wonder what to do, To ask you out or just wait from afar like before, i feel so scared from the thoughts of what may come, so many more rejections then positive spins on what you may belive will happen, i should be so happy just trying, but im so worried about the problems it will cause, But whats the problem, the solution as easyer since you can only get 2 responces from, the qeustions…

I dont know why, im so shy infront of you, i just feel so numb, i find it so easy to sit and stare, as you walk on by, your something different from the rest of the girls out there, im just hopeing for your attention, why do we find it so complex to just ask you out, maybe just the fear of rejection, or stumbling upon the mistakes that we cause on each other…

Why should you take all the pain, you where just being yourself, maybe something just went so wrong, that cause all the lack of intrest, so much lacking in the love, you can do so much better, For your love a guy should just keep on trying, your never fully won over, untill the end of time, to just keep on trying untill you fall so deep into his arms…

Some say love
It is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love
It is a razor
…That leaves your soul to bleed

Nicola R

Some say love is a feeling, that we are blessed with, A feeling to make us know we are alive, to want to embrace another, like theres no tommorrow, but when it all comes down to the core, When you love someone so much, that you would do anything for them, you would bleed your own heart and soul, just to make them happy, and feel loved too…

Just dont ever be to reckless with your choices, your something better then the rest, if he carnt see past the twilight of his choices, your something better, if he carnt see with his eyes, he may as well be somewhere else, i dont know why, with a clouded mind, and no real thoughts on his mind, maybe hes just so blind, and misses the whole point of looking into your eyes and drinking the love from your lips, as from each and every single kiss, should make him feel stronger, and weaken you, so you fall even more in love with him, so he can hear the words darling each and every single night, maybe even drive him wild, theres a beast within each and every single one of us, it doesnt take a awfull lot, to see your something to right over, to wolfwistle out to every person in the streets, not just because your beautyfull, not just because your his, not just because he can, just because it will fill you with conferdance, to let you know, that he thinks your so damn special…

Whats so wrong about drinking, my mind wont tell me what to do, What i know is going to hurt, theres not much else i can do, why carnt i forget, to get over myself and do it ill i will make mistakes that i have forgetton, just starting again, to be someone else to impress…

Im just moveing over to you, not thinking about the consiquences of what you may say, i just carnt seem to get ouver myself, your a idol in my eyes, somthing so special, theres nothig else i can do, but ask you to dance, theres gotta be a chance i just need to belive theres a chance way to see you, move and sway, to feel your heart beat with the melody and beat…
I just think you would look so great on the dance floor, im just looking to see you move, i just dont care, if you refuse, theres one in a million, and give it a few more, and you will say yes, or hate me even more…
But your worth the wait, even if you say no all night long, i wouldnt say its a wasted attempt, if i can just make you smile, its all worth while, to see you move and sway, for a night, to a moment, i would really care, your a lady whos so guarded from soneone else makeing you feel so cared for, its like a brick wall, peiece by peice i want your effection so close to my heart…
To lose a grip on reality, to miss the sadness, just to know im real, i know your something, but just not mine naymore, theres allways something far better to come along, you just need to change your view, and keep on looking for someone who will care for you, just let me understand you…

Changes in you, just like the light, your something, just allways different to the key, your held so dear, and never able to run, in a world full of crap, you have gotta rock the world…
But in the world whats the point, your worth more then you think, do you realise what it comes to, if i think whats the point, theres nothing left to lose, and who really cares when your not even there to feel the embrace..
Theres “just no way out” of the problem, but to leave you standing there, would just mean nothing at all, with all the preasure from the world, you wouldnt know the end result anyways…

We Are Sciencetist – Cant Lose, Juillet and The licks – Got Love to Kill, Avril Lavigine, Delata Goodrem – Throw it Away, Zebrahead – Rauted “U” for Ugly, Leanne Rimes – Just No Way Out,

Because your something so special, that maybe nobody else can see, amongst the stars up in the sky, your something better then everyone else in the world among the people that would change our life at the moments that aquire happen, to give is something to belive in, just because i belive in you, i want to see you smile…

I just carnt deal with this anymore, just knowing your down, all i can think of, is just makeing trying to make you happy, from a moment, untill something happens in the future, Im just trying to grasp at something, from just you, for that nerver ending situation, that i get to hold your hand, just to try and “make you mine”, im never sure what to do, if only the words would come out from my lips, im never that sure what to do, just because the sutation never seems to come up, where i have the guts to ask you out, when the feeling comes to fruitation…

Its in a dream,where it just becomes so much easyer, in reality i would be passed out on the floor before the intake of alcohol would be enough to get you out, from the sitauton, and nerves, before the brain would stop secound geussing untill something happend, If only i knew you where as nervouise as me, but you allways seem so confident, unless its your attitude persanlity “towards” life, i just want to be with a girl like you, when i look at you i just wonder what your like out of character, just to see if you would like me for who i am, because i would be willing to try you on for size…

When a girlys beauty is only skin deep, from thought, to reality, a spoken word, top forfill a dream, you can only try so hard for so long in our lifes…

“We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give.” Mark F
“we wont hear a word they say,they dont know us anyway  ” Nicola R

We make a living by what we get, we make people happy by what we do, we try our best for the people we care for, in then end we live life doing what we enjoy if we can

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Your something else, from everyone else, with the curly locks, deep down it wouldnt be any different, you just wouldnt be the same as everyone, but thats what makes you so unquie, i wouldnt say your weird, because it just wouldnt be fair, when your something more in the world, its just a shame i havent clue, what to say in this life, for your something i wouldnt want to walk away, when the smile just takes you by suprise…
Brown eyes, to blue, long to short, the curls just make you keep on looking, untill the moments pass, and your just look into the sky, as you lay out and count the clouds in the sky, untill time passes, while you wait for the fear to go away…

Your a angel in the night sky, i just wish you where allways there to brighten up my darkest hours, i havent clue what you want in life, but im ready to walk a few thousand miles to capture your attention, you make me knees feel weak, and when i try to ask you something other then the usual chit chat my mind goes blank, i would be no good as your hero, because you make me feel so weak, yet i want to spend a whole life time with you, even though i walk with you by your side, i wish i could give you a ring, just to show you how much i miss your hand on my heart, i lay beside you just to know your safe, i wouldnt want it any other way, but when i look into your eyes i just feel the shakes, because i carnt see anybody else when i look in your eyes, just me holding your hands and kissing your lips, untill you let me go, i wouldnt want to ever say goodbye, i can still smell the sweet fragence of your perfume, untill you come back to me, it may be nothing or something special, but ill be walking untill you come back to me, i may not know what to say, but in this world, it just doesnt feel the same without you, i could be the luckyest guy now, or some other time, but your the key to something important and i wouldnt want to lose you, i just need to see the light with you…

With a life full of good intentions just waiting to challange the world, but with so many problems in the world, and a lot of things that shouldnt be mentioned, it brings some dowt to the equations, of our simple little lifes, as we wait for the days to pass us by, it doesnt make a difference that way may not allways get what we want some days, just that we are trying each day to make our lifes better, untill we are happy with ourselfs, and what we have accomplished with our lifes, even the best intentions may not work, but at least where trying to make our lifes better, untill the ending moments where nothing really counts anymore, but when that day comes, we just hope the people we have made happyer, still like us all the same…

Looking between the moonlight night, amongst the stary sky up in the night sky…

Waiting untill the endless motion, to confusion, from one better move to the next, we dont know each other, but i want to change that right uptill now, i can see the bright sunshine outside, and i just wish things where as simple as the daylight, from one moment untill the next, i dont know what to say, but im moveing with the flow, time is so simple, but decideing what to do is my problem, my only solution is finding you, getting you in my arms and kissing you all night long…

I just want your touch…

“If you really like her, make her yours before someone else does.”

“how could I dance with another, when I saw her standing there?”

because she was the lonelyest girl standing standing at the bar, drinking a vodka with coke, waiting for a single nice guy to ask her for a dance, too hold her close, to keep her smileing, and make her think she is the only girl in the world,

All alone drinking at the bar, with her friends being chatted up by other guys all around, because they are sluttyer then her,