I dont mind anymore, im just waiting
Im just beliveing, and i just keep getting told not to belive
i need something to belive in, because i dont belive myself
i keep getting sick and tired of the waiting
but really, i dont mind anymore
i sometimes get upset, but hopefully it will work out
but i need someone to put my trust in, im scared of what i belive in,
because i carnt trust myself, im scared of failure
im hopeing it will work out, i dont mind it anymore
i dont know, anything, i carnt just work it out like i use too
failure isnt my objective, but maybe it just happens,
but im sick and tired, of this long road ahead
but i really want to be with, someone i can belive in,
these steps and long winding road ahead,
i just keep on belive, but i really dont know anymore,
belife is what i should belive in, and follow the way i trust inside,
but im just waiting, i keep getting told the way to go,
im getting sick and tired of these feelings,
i just want someone to be live in, someone to be by myside,
for these lonely roads infront of me, but maybe i shouldnt anticipate,
what things lay ahead, maybe i should just wait,
if i take back every word i speak, but then where would my truths be,
everywhere i go, each feeling and touch, this world around me,
where i look, it feels so frustrating, just holding back and waiting,
i just keep makeing the same stupid mistakes,
for i carnt keep my brain on track, i just keep on moveing wrong
i just wish i knew what you where thinking,
just seeing what your looking and feeling, so frusterating,
i just hope that you find it, for the freedom you hope,
for the time after time after time that you want to feel,
the feeling of love between your heart and the soul you search
i just dont know where to begin, with my hand or words on my paper,

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Every time i just think im growing up, i just keep on going back, slipping back down to my old ways, i just keep on feeling like im going further back, then where i started, but i just wish i could see your signs, it tuck so lon, because your allways just on mind, takeing and makeing me so preocupied, times just running out, before im all alone agin, so broken and cold, before the superhero inside has died.
because he so longs, to be inspired, and see into your eyes, before the those old train tracks go out and die away,
i just feel so old, and cold, that i just carnt fight away, and keep you in my grasp, just keeping you on my mind, never forgeting, and just wandering what your upto, but with my time running out, im just want to say im sorry now, for i may just be all alone now, but your never leaving my mind, i just keep these memories really close, but i wont see those signs of yours, im just blind, but yet so blown away, with who you are, and the superhero inside, just keeps on getting tired, waiting to be inspired, before he dies away inside.

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Im just thinking like a kid, going out and drawing, useing my pencil crayons all the way, i just dont know why. But that stupid smile that i see, just makes me smile and laugh away. Its the experiances, the swirls of a guy turning around, and just saying “Hey!!” what you doing, catch up slow mo!!”, because your just takeing everything in, but your one step back, and shes one step infront. Take each step as it comes, but just never wanting to miss anything around you, but each secound that ticks by, the clock keeps on moveing, but what you feel inside, is to bring out that camera, and take each movement with a click, while the tick keeps on going. You know you’ll hear her again, and this will never be like home, but you never want it too. Your here together, and the drawings could take a while, the pictures could take a century, but your here together, and you owe it all. To the superhero inside, the feeling, that you know you would miss out, and that it wanted to break out, before the chance was lost, for if you it. You would be all alone again, but now your free, with the girl, a girl whos smile just makes you want to laugh your cares and problems away.