Late for Kirstie’s Wedding, due to the Driffield Show :/.. I got to her old house thats near the little stream and old mill. I saw her getting into the posh grey ‘n’ black car.. She looked awsome, but i she went beforce i could turn around, and follow her. I mixed everything up, i thought they where going to the driffield show first, thats not what she meant. I carnt belive i was 20-30 mins late and missed it all, i waited outside.. and saw them coming out.. I just carnt belive how nice Kirstie looked though, she looks so happy with John.. I wish them the best for the future!.. I wish i had stayed longer at Ramada Jarvis, but i felt kinda weird being there, even though there nice people there!! I just didnt feel like i fitted in at all, i only really knew a few of them like Kirstie, her mum a little and saw her younger brother. So i really didnt have much to go on, plus looking a prat in a white shirt, and jeans because i didnt get chance to change my jeans to trousers and shows.. I felt a daft idiot.. Im feeling even worse since i got Kirstie’s txt asking where i went.. I really wish her the best in the future, i havent been a great person at all to her.. She has allways been a lovely person, and a good personality. Maybe not the brightest spark, but her heart was there when it counted, and she is so caring you wouldn’t belive it. But i wish them both the best for the future they will share together. It doesnt matter that i have a new car, i buy new things to take my mind of my current life.. When people come and go.. Im still thinking.. just still thinking..